| Location | North Somerset |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Death | 06/02/2006 |
| Visitors | 274 since 11/01/2009 |
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I only knew of your existence for the shortest of times but how I wish I had tresured it more. The
pain of losing you was unbearable with the thought I had to keep you mummy and daddys little secret
as we thought you were going to be everyones surprise. Moments were spent wanting to turn back the
clock along with daydreaming what might have been, reading stories, playing, being silly and
wondering who you would have looked like. You gave me the strength and love that I needed to have
the little sister you would have been playing with now if you were here on earth and Im sure smiling
down at now. Hope you are playing happily in heaven all our love mummy and daddy xx
Hello Sweetie
Sorry its been a while. Lucia is groiwing so big now. shes 1 going on 10 and is into everything and knows evrything it seems but we hope she is happy. W e have now moved and have a spare room which would have been yours but you are always welcome to visit. Thinking of you lots of love mummy and Lucia xx
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Im sorry I havnt said hello for so long. Have been caught up with life and all its troubles. We are trying to move so difficult. I have to remember to be positive and know that you and the angels are looking down on us and guiding where you are. I do think of you often I hope you still know that the guillt I have if I dont or dont keep in touch will never go away. Sending you lots of love mummy xx
Hello my darling, its been 3 years sometimes it feels like it was a lifetime away, othe days just yesterday. But all the time I wish it wasnt at all. It is snowing now very white and it looks beautiful like heaven on earth Im sending some to you my love. One day we will play snowballs together. I hope it is warmer for you though because it is very cold here.Thinking of you all the time and still finding it difficult to talk about you still breaks my heart though I try not to show it to those even closest to me. Lots of Love mummy x
babay stroud davis
only the precious are picked to go and live with the heavenly angles hope you have found cousin malissa mai and mummys friends daughter sienna louise and play sweetly together all my love auntie abby xxx
Mummy again sweety Ive changed the look of your memorial hope you like it I dont think I will change it again. Nothing quite seemed perfect enough but you are Im sure now you have your wings you and all your lttle angel friends there in heaven. Not long ago I had a tingling along my shoulders when I was deciding what to do I hope it was a sign you were here. If you are please do so to a very speacial person who we are seeing soon sending kisses to you darling look after little Sienna for mummy please and play nice. Sweet dreams x
Saturday was Lucias birthday your little sisters birthday. It would have been lovlier if you would have been there too but Im sure you would have been there in spirit. I hoped you could give me a sign you are around me but I never do is it possible from one so young? Di and nathan were there but they too were without little sienna on earth why do you leave us to go too heaven it doesnt feel enough just to have you in spirit no matter what anybody says or what their consolations are it isnt fair. Little one everybody I wanted there was missing you, sienna your great grandparents half the time evrything is moving around me and I am still with no place to go it is very confusing. I wish I had had the memory of feeling you move your scan photos something I could physically hold onto when I have these times with Lucia but I only have the memory of knowing you were there and then crying at the top of the stairs because you were suddenly taken from me almost as quick as you came. Perhaps you were meant to be gift from god that made me realise I was meant to be a mother. I will always love you for that. Hope you are sleeping now.mummy x
GOODNIGHT SWEET ANGEL
♥ ♥ Somewhere Out There. ♥ ♥
Beneath the pale blue night,
Someone's thinking of me,
And loving me tonight.
Somewhere out there,
Someone's saying a prayer,
Then we'll find one another,
In that big somewhere out there.
And even though I know how very far apart we are,
It helps to think we might be wishing
On the same bright star,
And when the night will start to sing
A lonesome lullaby,
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the
Same big sky.
Somewhere out there,
If love can see us through,
Then, we'll be together,
Somewhere out there, out where dreams, come true.
LOVE JUDE.X
Tread gently near the tender souls
Who have lost a child
Who's hearts are bruised and bleeding.
For living comes slowly
With pain in every forward step.
Tears in every backward look.
So much love still flows for that special one
Arms reach out to hold and back to cling
But reach forward humbly
Fearful of forgetting
Or being disloyal by going on
There is guilt in laughter
Feeling pleasure
Even being alive.
There are questions, longing, heartaches
But slowly, surely strength in our own time.
Not in an answer, not as forgetting
But as acceptance.
That this pain
This loss in ours
To live with and somehow
ours to use to help others
When we are farther along in our journey of grief
To help others
Who's journey of heartache as just begun
Please See Me Through My Tears
by Kelly Osmont
You asked, "How am I doing?"
As I told you, tears came to my eyes...
and you looked away and quickly began to talk again.
All the attention you had given me drained away.
"How am I doing?"...I do better when people listen,
though I may shed a tear or two.
This pain is indescribable.
If you've never known it you cannot fully understand.
Yet I need you.
When you look away,
When I'm ignored,
I am again alone with it
Your attention means more than you can ever know.
Really, tears are not a bad sign, you know!
They're nature's way of helping me to heal...
They relieve some of the stress of sadness.
I know you fear that asking how I'm doing brings me sadness
...but you're wrong.
The memory of my loved one's death will always be with me,
Only a thought away.
My tears make my pain more visible to you, but you did not
give me the pain...it was already there.
When I cry, could it be that you feel helpless, not knowing
what to do?
You are not helpless,
And you don't need to do a thing but be there.
When I feel your permission to allow my tears to flow,
you've helped me
You need not speak. Your silence as I cry is all I need.
Be patient...do not fear.
Listening with your heart to "how I am doing"
relieves the pain,
for when the tears can freely come and go, I feel lighter.
Talking to you releases what I've been wanting to say aloud,
clearing space
for a touch of joy in my life.
I'll cry for a minute or two...
and then I'll wipe my eyes,
and sometimes you'll even find I'm laughing later.
When I hold back the tears, my throat grows tight,
my chest aches, my stomach knots...
because I'm trying to protect you from my tears.
Then we both hurt...me, because my pain is held inside,
a shield against our closeness...and you,
because suddenly we're distant.
So please, take my hand and see me through my tears...
then we can be close again
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